Monday, July 16, 2007
hey i'm back..
and so much has happened..
too many things happened that i dun even think that it can fit this space..
i'm tired of my life sia..
sometimes i just wish that i never exist in this world..
i mean, for what??!!!
i still can't figure out the purpose of existing in this world..
it's totally sickening..
today's english lesson had made me reflect on my life..
dawn wong said that sometimes ppl laugh because of fear..
and it set me thinking..
maybe it could be true..
yeah i laugh a lot as you all know..
to me, i laugh because i fing something funny and hilarious..
but i thought about it agn..
maybe i'm just scared to admit that i am indeed scared of what has happened..
all this while, i just deny everything..
i'm really living in denial..
i just seriously hate it when ppl know about my misery.
it sucked.
i'd rather others see me as a happy-go-lucky kid..
always smiling here and there..
k la forget it.
some ppl just won't understand me.
i'm now at siti's house..
adilah n ashiqa are busy doing dunno-what-la to their hair..
they look so super stupid.
n retarded.
and they're laughing like some mad women.
haiz..
i pity siti..
poor she..
hancur kene bully with those two bitches.
bimbo.
lawllll.... :D
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